School is well into its second semester and I'm no closer to finding what I want to do with my life than I was at this time a year ago. I'm going through a rather hostile (okay, it was the best adjective for it!) break up right now...well, I guess it's not hostile in the sense that I've torn off his penis, but I'd really like to just sit the shithead down and give him hell! Honestly, I only nag when I care or when someone is a hypocrite and I try to change that. They don't want to change? Fine with me.

The whole thing is that he stopped going to classes. I told him two days ago that unless he started going again, it would be over. Then, I tried to get him to promise me that he would start going again. His only response was: I can't make a promise I don't intend to keep. Then, I made him promise me that he'd at least try. Well, yesterday morning I text messaged him, asking him if he went to class. He wrote back to tell me that he missed his two morning classes, that he felt crappy about it and that I basically needed to mind my own business. We fought using text messages most of the day. I kep threatening to end our...whatever it was...and he got sick of the threats on our...whatever...and just ended it himself, which was my goal to begin with...devious bitch that I am. The fight yesterday was broken up into two parts: me having to play parent and babysit him, and me as the bitchy girlfriend with a PMSing roommate. The second got him to break up with me. It's okay, though. I have a better relationship with my soul mate than he and I ever had. We've been acquainted now for two weeks...and we would have been dating two weeks tomorrow.

I am at work right now. Yes, I'm at work at 4 in the bloody morning. I work at the front desk in my dorm, and it's right down the hall from my room. It's nice. I'm really tired right now, though. The sad thing is that I actually tried to sleep before my shift started at 3. It was so frustrating! I'd nearly get into REM and I'd start coughing! Argh!!!!!!! I'm sleeping once I get back to my room! The best thing is that my shift is only 2 hours long and I get to leave in 40 minutes. Damn, I'm tired! I want to sleep! Perhaps I'll close the desk for a bit and go sleep on a couch...it's a thought, but I don't want to be caught sleeping on the job. I know! I'll go buy a Mountain Dew! That'll keep me awake! Heehee!